Ever wondered why in the midst of thousands of people you start feeling lonely? Ever thought why even after having so many people around you still don't feel your own self? Why it becomes so hard to express what is hidden deep inside?
Most of us have experienced this feeling called "Loneliness"
It is such a feeling that each day when i wake up i pray to God to keep me away from this feeling,if you name it,it is a feeling but if u ask me it is a disease rather than a feeling. A disease which each one of us run away from and try to avoid.
Sometimes we're all so happy n cheerful but then there comes a day when suddenly everything seems so dull,colourless,meaningless, all that we do is start thinking of all the things that we shouldn't be thinking of,suddenly whatever someone said starts bothering us and we start giving importance to all the negative things.
We'll tell ourselves and others that somethings don't bother us but we're lying,when the feeling of loneliness strikes in,those same very things start bothering us. Everyone around us seem so unimportant,we want to be left alone and want to think over things which we shouldn't be thinking of.
Why does suddenly everything seem so dull?
This mostly happens when we are too dependent on others,When we expect too much and the opposite happens.
When we are jealous of someone else being with our loved one or a friend,When we start feeling that the world suddenly doesn't need us anymore.
The mere thought of loneliness kills us from within, its easy for us to talk about loneliness or think of isolation as a solution for a certain problem but only the person who has gone through it knows the real dreaded feeling.
Sometimes isolation gives us answers to most of our problems, it gives us the strength to think about our life and reason things out but sometimes it kills.
The only solution to keep away from such thoughts and from getting involved into such things is to keep oneself busy, if a person keeps himself/herself busy he/she won't have time to think about negative things and life would be much simpler and better.
